Lately the guy I was seeing, I had tried to connect with him to send him messages (using the imagine a tube/pipe going from you to him carrying what you want to say) at first I would get little feelings, or the chorus to “crazy girl” or “Whatever it is” and “Just a kiss” (two I mentioned above and the last by Lady Antebellum, and again he said he doesn’t much care for country music), when I would ask him a question, then he would answer himself.

Then all of a sudden there was this wierd thing, it was like I could hear his voice, and then we would be talking (as if in the same room) except we weren’t he was ten minutes away (at home) or he was at work.
I thought OMG I have lost my mind lol. Then I tried a test trick if you will, during one of the conversations, I asked him to text me, he wouldn’t and didn’t (no reason why given), so then I said okay If I were to drive past your house, what vehical would not be there (he has a pickup and a car, his pick is used for work, yes he sometimes uses the car but thats like 2% of the time) and he said his car would be gone. Right there I am thinking Gotcha!

Well not so much, I went past his place and his car was gone and it was on a work day, during his work hours (though he said he was on break in our conversation) oddly while he was talking to me, you could hear chatter (like if you were on a phone an others were talking in the distance around him) or static like chatter it wasn’t clear or really all that pronounced more like effect if you will since I can’t describe it lol.

These conversations could go on for five minutes, or a couple minutes, an hour or two (with some pauses inbetween) and there would be like this feeling on the side of my head like a kiss (you know like when your sitting with a guy and your drifting to sleep with your head on his shoulder and he gives you a feather like kiss on the head) and you can hear him sigh and almost like you feel him relax.

One night during our conversation I feel started to fall a sleep and I felt like a smile from him, and that kiss again, and then the next day I get “Hey, someone feel alseep on me last night” with a laugh in his voice.

I mean this voice is his, pitch/tone he has a medium deep voice, and he always says “hey” even his speech pattern. I even closed my eyes and thought of him and I could see this clear I don’t know pipe like connected to him and me and when we were doing this it looked like alot of what energy, electric going back and forth like an information super highway.

The convo’s have slowed down now, but thing is he doesn’t believe in this stuff, and it happens at all hours of the day/night, and I haven’t talked to him about it in person cause he is actually harder to get a hold of that way, or he just won’t answer his phone or door especially if he feels a migrain, or immence stress.

So is it my imagination? Am I or have I lost my ever lovin mind? is this really happening? Is it someone else using him and his words (or maybe what he is thinking to himself, or feeling) for him? Like if he inadvertantly said if I knew how to say this to her, and did and he gets back this voice maybe in his head (which I don’t know if he does) Sort of like having the conversation in your head before you have it in person a test run of sorts, or maybe he is more open (he can be courious at times) then he would ever admit?

I just want to know I don’t need to check into a hospital right now, lmao.

I have had songs popping in my head or playing around me, sometimes when I think of this guy whom I had been seeing, I have no clue if were over or whats going on, which is usually my thoughts when it comes to him and then suddenly out of the blue at first these songs would be on the radio, I turn it off, then it’s on the tv, I turn it off, then in a vehical going by, even if I switched radio stations. The songs are “This [last bridge and chorus part]” by Darius Rucker, “Keep In mind [most of the song]” by LoCash Cowboys, and “Won’t let go [chorus part]” by Rascal Flatts.

Then most recently these ones started popping in my head or added to the list above. “Crazy Girl [chorus part]” by The Eli Young band, “Let me down easy [chorus part]” by Billy Currington.

See the guy doesn’t care for country (he’s alternative, light christian rock, and rock ie bush, etc) but he does know I love country music, we would tease each other. I even gave him a CD of inspirational country lol songs, but non of these songs are on it. I don’t even know if he ever heard the CD.

I have no clue what is going on, or what it means, is it from a spirit, or him thinking about me? or I’ve lost my mind and need to go find it lol. Help would be appreciated.

Nice to meet you! Yes, after two days of the same song running through you head, that’s about enough. I have found that if I Google the song lyrics and read through them, it usually is enough to understand the message and stop the song in my head. My best one was whenever I thought of an ex-boyfriend, I would have the Alice Cooper song “Poison” run through my head. Okay, I got the picture!

It looks like you see repeating numbers as well! I love your About page.